An image that was prevalent in this story was the hot air balloon. The hot air balloon represented freedom for Guy, who was trying to escape the unfair poverty that his family was experiencing. This symbol of freedom is first introduced to the reader when Guy, his wife Lili, and their son all go down to the sugar mill to hear the evening news that is displayed for them. This is a little place of enjoyment that they have found since they don’t go and sit with everyone else, “where in the past year they had discovered their own wonder.” I thought it was fitting that Danticat separated Guy and the balloon with barbed wire. It was like he wasn’t supposed to be free. “As Guy pushed his hand through the barbed wire, she could tell from the look on his face that he was thinking of sitting inside the square basket while the sooth rainbow surface of the balloon itself floated above his head”, this was foreshadowing that he would end up in that balloon of freedom one day.
Before Guy jumped out of the balloon, he was asking Lili how she thought a man is judged after he is gone. She responded with “A man is judged by his deeds, the boy never goes to bed hungry.” Guy took this as an approval to go forth with his search for freedom. Guy is not judged after death based on the act of killing himself, he is judged based on his deeds and actions while he was alive.
I was definitely caught off guard when he jumped out of the balloon. Why didn’t he take his family with him!? When Lili and Guy were lying in the grass together he said “Sometimes I just want to take that big balloon and ride it up in the air. I’d like to sail off somewhere and keep floating until I got to a really nice place with a nice plot of land where I could be something new. I’d build my own house, keep my own garden. Just be something new.” I was left wondering what his little family would do to survive now. He was the main provider and Lili was always building him up and trying to make him feel like a man. I was also confused as to why Guy would want to put his son on the list to work at the mill if that’s not what Guy even wanted to do in his life. I would have thought he would feel the same way as his wife in that he would want a better life for their son instead of just working at the only mill in the area. Especially since their son is obviously talented and very intelligent, I would want Guy to set higher goals for the boy.
The Essay on Perverted Freedom
oetry, now I use this as a freedom, a freedom to write whatever is on my mind or crosses my mind,... then, a freedom to act without fear of criticism, without needing to pay attention to criticism, without evaluating what I am saying, without spell - checking, without editing,....... please excuse me... for the misuse of words ... for incongruence, incoherence please forgive me... for I have ...