I don’t know much about happiness as I have always seen pain in my life and that pain is really affecting my health and me in every way. I don’t know what people think when they see me.
I don’t know what they say behind my back and what they gossip about. I was never interested in someone else business because life never allowed me any pleasure. My life is divided into parts and every time when I finish one role, I get new role.
I know I am exhausted but I am not the only one who is crying. The world is crying, everyone has problems and may be my problems are nothing in front of there problems. I had hard time and I am still dealing with the issues but I guess life is full of ups and downs.
I don’t know from where I got this positive thought. Today I saw some of my classmates talking and laughing and enjoying. There faces were carefree and there was a kind of sharpness and brightness on there faces which tell that this is youth and in general seconds I compared myself and I felt like an old person. I am mature but I guess it’s too early.
I still regret at some point because I don’t know how to smile or how to enjoy like any normal guy of my age. My circumstances have affected me mentally and physically and besides trying thousand times I don’t feel and I don’t like to enjoy. I hate my life and whenever I see anyone talking or gossiping, it feels like they are talking about me or they are laughing at me.
I am feeling so weird. I feel bad and shameful when I see myself in the mirror and when I see my weakness and my imperfect life , I cry from the bottom of my heart. There is no hope for me and I know that but I don’t know why some times some people give signals that there can be hope and things and life can become favorable too. Well that positive thoughts remains with me for a shorter span of time and again I adjust myself and jumble myself in negative ambience.
The Homework on Life Is Full Of Problems
Question:Bob Maynard has said that “Problems are opportunities in disguise.”Write an essay describing a time in your life when a problem became an opportunity. How did you transform the situation? Explain what you did to turn the problem into an opportunity and how others can benefit from your experience. Life is full of problems, but how we approach those problems often determines whether we're ...
I feel like I am different from others and every time there is some look people give me that really make me feel sick. May be its me , I know people are busy in there own affairs and no body has time to understand anyone else but my negative thinking forces me to step back and today I am at a stage when I hesitate .
I hesitate a lot and I don’t feel to talk or to mix with other people. I feel that they do not like me or may be they think I am a freak .well some times I act stupid and I admit that but I don’t know why this thought troubles me every time. I feel that they do not like to see me and my presence irritates them. I don’t know why I feel like this? May be I am right and may be it’s my negative thought.
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