I think he is coming through in the psychological lens because he is most likely intellectualizing in his book. He talks about not being insane, but people seem to tell him he might be. What are the problems of drug and alcohol addiction? Nic will be sure to tell in this novel I am talking about. He is coming from very emotional and stressful things. He started drugs at a very young age by the age 18 he was addicted to crystal meth.
While trying to find a way out he turned to drugs or sex. He found himself hopping around drug treatment and rehab centers, looking for something. But he just couldn’t find it. The people at the centers would tell him he was insane, but he didn’t think he was because he didn’t want a different result. He seemed to be very rebellious anywhere he went. Nic the author and the one I am referring to as ‘’he’’ in my paper is the main character and he tells about his life and struggles with staying sober.
He does sometimes expect different results or want things in his life to be different; he wants his life to be blissful as he might see in other people’s lives. Nic doesn’t only have addiction problems he has psychological problems too, like suicidal thought, depression, and bipolar disorder. ‘’…over and over about how the world would be better off without me. ’’ he says then ‘’I’m selfish and lazy and emotional and scared and genuinely unfit for survival. ’’ (Chapter 21 page 175) In those quotes it is quite clear that he has other issues, not just addiction.
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I would make the assumption that he has some severe mental issues. He refers to saying those things to himself when he gets stuck in a very stressful situation. For example when his girlfriend Sue Ellen finds out he had relapsed she got really upset with him and that made him want to say the world would be better off without him. Whenever Nic has an emotional event happen to him he has an anxiety attack, he will have breathing issues and have to slow his breathing down. He gets stressed out very easily, so he takes what he calls his ‘’meds’’ to help him out with his issues.
Instead of facing reality Nic seems to always find a way out whether that’s sex, drugs, or just a long walk outside. He doesn’t seem to want to face the truth about life. He seems to always have what I think is an excuse for everything and that it will be ‘’okay’’. ‘’How dangerous could it possibly be? ’’ (Chapter 20 page 169) is what he thinks when a girl from work asks him to ‘’smoke a bowl’’. He thinks to himself that it’s not a big deal if does and that it’s okay. He just wants to feel better than he does sober. This is when he relapses he smokes the marijuana and gets ‘’high’’.
When he does it he has no problem he thinks it’s going to be fine, but it’s just another escape from reality. Even before doing it he thinks and reviews in his head all the things he needs to before smoking the ‘’pot’’ he calls it and he still doesn’t care what will happen if he relapses. Nic thinks that this is it and it’s just what he wanted. Even though it really it is dangerous for his health. That was just the reality he thought he needed. ‘’So far, so good’’ (Chapter 21 page 178) is what Nic keeps telling himself when he drinks alcohol or smokes ‘’pot’’.
He calls them his cure and medicine. And they are his total saviors. (Page 178) As he keeps drinking alcohol he falls back into addiction with alcohol and soon cocaine. ‘’It’s been such a long time, and yet, in a way, it’s been no time at all’’ (Chapter 29 page 255) Nic thinks to himself when finally seeing his Dad for the first time in years. They are going to start a book tour together Nic is not totally sober yet but he finds himself to be sober off and on he seems to be happy after seeing his Dad.
He still can’t seem to get a grip on reality and he lies to people telling them he is sober, but really he isn’t, he still is relapsing every so often. Nic finally finds a psychiatrist he likes and she finally tells him what he wants to hear, which is that twelve step programs aren’t for everyone and he respects everything she said about drug rehab. (Chapter 35) ‘’I’m getting it over with the best as I can’’ (Chapter 35 page 321) Nic thinks when he finally outs away the drugs and alcohol and enters in an outpatient treatment center.
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In this book I still think he is intellectualizing through the psychological lens because he really couldn’t get a grip on reality until the very end of the novel. ‘’But somehow, at this moment, it doesn’t seem so bad. ’’ Nic thinks to himself (Chapter 37 page 341) He thinks to himself. Referring to what has happened and how far he has come and that life as sober and content isn’t that bad, after all. He has finally gotten sober and completely gotten his grip on reality, and is making a lot of progress and changes for the better in his life.
This is such an amazing ending to this book, through all of his struggles he made it through and now is strong and happy, and being independent. It’s nice to have a great ending after such a struggle. This book, I think is still an intellectualizing psychological, because he struggles with emotion and stressful situations freak him out, and he can’t seem to get a grip on reality, until he is sober and content with his living styles and life. Nic wrote this novel so, at points I couldn’t put it down, his life was interesting, I was very intrigued with his writing style and couldn’t wait to read what would happen to him next.
I highly recommend this book to anyone, the way he explains his addiction and why will just have it make more sense to anyone that doesn’t understand addiction. At some points, yes Nic might have tried things and expected a different results, but I wouldn’t call him ‘’insane’’ he was just looking for his place in this world. I do believe he had some mental issues as I stated before and he stated in his book. He calls it a beautiful (Page 345) and it really is.
