Why i still wait for that person?I still see that person in my dreams. Dont know what to do . I tried to educate my mind that you will not get everything you wish and may be you are not the perfect one for that person.
Maybe that person does not desreve you but I really dont know. I am getting crazy , its not a crush, its certainly not, because if it would have been a crush then i wouldnt have been writing this.
I am not after lust. I never thought of it and never thought of it with that person but i really really want that person. I dont need that person but i want that person. I am ready to fix my life and discard whats unfit and obselete in my life and i am promising myself every night that i will do my best to make myself the deserving one for that person.
I dont expect anything because i dont want to be selfish , i really want to feel this feeling like feeling the air. I want this to work perfectly . That person is partly aware i guess but if that person is not having any clue about my effort then also i will be trying in a blind faith that that person will see one day that how concerned i am to make it workable.
I see myself in the mirror everyday and i know i am not perfect and from looks wise i may be nothing but from heart point of view i am perfect. My biggest mistake is that i believe that this fantasy will be in real sense one day but it wont be happening. I am not losing hope and i am not even thinking negative , sometimes you know that this or that will happen and it happens and i guess i am just like that , still trying like ant to climb the mountain.
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This life is full of dreams and i love to live in them because i know that if i step in this real world i will only get hurted because in this real world we have to be happy at any cost , may be at some extent we are happy just from outside but from inside we are crying like we lost everything we had.
I remember that i used to saw movies and used to admire the love but now i am in love and its really painful, its damn painful. Specially when you get to know that the person you love is not at all interested. It really feels that life is finished now.
All these expensive things dosent matter to me now. I was crazy about expenisve stuffs and things but now i know these things dosent gave me the happiness i will get from the person i love.
I really want love and i am ready to worship that person like anything. I know i am being selfish , its not necessary that i may get love in return but i am a human and i expect, i should not but its hard to be perfect. I dont know why my nerves , my veins , my every single bit blushes and becomes joyful when i see that person. Its like you are travelling to space and may be more than that. You know what if you want to experience real heaven then fall in love but it will only be a heaven when you will be loved back , if not then it will work as hell for you.
Thats what happened in my case the person i am loving is not and really not in me. that person does not believe in love and thats pinching me, thats making me crazy and more and more passionate to change the thought of that person but i know it wont work.
That person is my best friend and i will keep on loving that person till my last breath. Its not a movie line , i mean it because i feel it. I am not interested in dating now , and i not get excited anymore by beautiful faces but i know i deserve to be alone.
but why i deserve to be alone? did i hurted anyone in my past life or in this life? i tried to recall my this life but i see myself trapped because i did millions of mistakes that i regret but not every mistake.
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I know i am crazy but this is a nice feeling . Its good . It really feels good to destroy yourself compeletly for someone. Its a great feeling. I am so sentimental and i easily connect myself emotionally to anyone and thats my weakness, i am fond of people and that special one really captured me.
Now i dont need anything but just want to live in a dream and a hope to be with that person. I feel that person and see that person and talk to that person in my dreams and thats how i know that person.
I know that person is as far as sky and as near as my heart. once again i want to live it up, i know my heart is crying for that person’s one look but i am consoling my heart that you have to sacrifice.
I really saw love and really felt it and the meaning of love was disclosed by that person. I still look forward and i hear that persons voice in my ears calling my name ” PULKIT”.
I know that my heart is really childish , my heart is also being naughty sometimes, that person will always be with me in my memories and in my heart and will always be in my soul , no matter whomsoever comes in that person’s life.
I will not take any revenge , i will not force that person because the first time i ever saw the face of that person , i really saw love , i felt that now i am grown up, and my body was craving that this person is the one and my every body part was obliged to see that person , specially my eyes were so obliged and honoured to see the beauty.
I really wnat to feel the touch of those lips, its more than anything in the world. i know i should not demand much but again i am human. I really honour and salute that person for being so good to me and its really something , i really dont have words to express that how i felt when that person holded my hand.
I know its one side love and thats why its so painful. I am sorry if you are reading it , i am sorry again and again. Please dont go from my life. I am just letting you know that how deepely i felt for you and i am scared that you might get offended but please dear dont mind .
I am really greatful to have you as my friend and i dont want to ruin it. I dont know what to do but i cant stop myself , i really cant but you must understand that i am not forcing you for anything.
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Its just i feel this for you and love is the gift i got from god. love really dosent expect anything , it just gives and thats what i am doing , i am just ready to love you and i will be loving you , even if you hate me.
But please dont go. Dont take it in negative sense, atleast you can tell your partner that how many crazy fans you had.
I dont know what position you give me in your heart but i really give you the position after god and after my parents.
There are people around the world with different emotions but this emotion is endless and i am really happy to have you as the real friend. I really talk about love to myself and i dont need anything now because i got the chance to fall in love.
I treat myself lucky that i got chance to love you. I also loved your first name that you disclosed and your real name remind me of my school crush. Its beautiful . this feeling is really like a fairy tale , pure and white.
I know you are made with silk and cream and i am with dust and rocks . I know there is no comaprison but baby please understand that its just me .
so dont you panic and feel tensed just enjoy the life with whom you want to. But please dont stop me from loving you. when you read this please smile and laugh on my madness.
I really love your smile and when you call me idiot , i started liking this word. I think its a good name. I am in front of you wishing you the best for your life and i am thankful to you for being so special.
and dont feel guilty, not at all because its not your fault. you are so sweet that no one can refuse you and butterflies like me are always ready to be with the flowers like you.
I really love that thing about you. when i saw you worshiping in temple , i was overwelmed that how pure you are. I really wanted to ask you that have you ever been in love?
If you woild have been then only you will understand me. You know what it really feels like that i am walking on air. It really feels that i can touch the moon.
but when you said no, i really felt that maybe it was right because i dont want to see you hurted by anyone. Just rememeber that i will always be there for you, no matter you like it or not.
But if you dont want me even as a friend then please dont be rude to me. I wont be able to take it. I just need your friendship because i know that you will never love me. But i can promise that i can be your best best best friend of all.
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