These past few days, I realized a lot of things about life, school, family and everything else in between. But I honestly think it’s odd that the busier I am, the more I tend to be more sentimental and sometimes even critical about everything.
First of all, I realized how important optimism is in my life right now. According to the book “The Secret”, we attract everything in our life; the things that are happening to us right now, we are the ones who attracted it, good or bad. So if I think that I will fail my Math exam tomorrow, then my mind will actually fulfil this premonition without me knowing it, it’s similar to the psychology term “self-fulfilling prophecy”; hence, even if I do study for the exam, there is a bigger chance that I will fail because I already set my mind to that notion that I will fail. And I do believe that if I think of negative thoughts, negative things will also happen to me. I also realized the importance of keeping good company at all times, like my friends who are always there to cheer me up and support me in everything; their positive energies are overflowing, and they really help me encourage myself to work harder than ever.
Hell week is already here, and I’ve been spending my nights trying to jam all of the school works in one night; I know it’s impossible, but I sure love to try. And just like any other student, I tend to procrastinate a lot; I always have this urge to satisfy my wants before I fulfil any task. Many people say that this is a bad thing, because I waste my time on sometime that can be done later on instead of something that should have been done a long time ago. However, I daresay that procrastination has given me some advantages when it regards to my work progress. At first, I really thought my habit of procrastinating is utterly a bad thing, but I realized that once my cravings for other things are satisfied, I am more energized to work on my projects. When I am happy, everything just keeps on flowing out of my system; this is exactly how I feel after I satisfy my cravings because if I know that if I don’t do what I want, I will always try cheating my way out of the work, and all the more that I won’t be able to finish anything. I know this is an peculiar realization, but it helped me through the semester, and I think I can live my student life like this, as long as I keep in mind that I still have work to finish and right after I do whatever it is that I want to do, I will finish my work.
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And lastly, I realized that my family still have my best interest at hand no matter what. In line with my procrastination and mean work load, I spent the last few weeks with literally little or no sleep at all. My dad always gets mad when he catches me staying up as late as three in the morning, during those moments I am absolutely irritated because I am trying to finish something important, and there he is yelling frantically at me early in the morning; but right after that, after I’ve finished my work, I always tell myself that he is doing that because he loves and he doesn’t want me get sick or something. I know this is something that I should have realized ages ago, but me and y parents don’t always see eye-to-eye. It took me several years to realize that everything they are yelling me about and their lectures that go on and on are all for my benefit, and I think it is only normal for any parent to try to protect their children from any harm. It’s heart warming when I think about it, and I think this is their only way to show me that they care for me. It’s a bit twisted for me, because it’s not the conventional way of showing how they feel. I know I am not the best daughter lately, mainly because I am useless around the house. But they still bother to worry about me.
The soupy state of mind that I am in right now helped me realize these three things I just stated. I think the stress actually encourages me to stop and stare at everything, and think about what is happening because without these little moments about my life, I might actually go insane. Hell week, I give thanks to you for emphasizing the importance of optimism in my life, for giving a chance to test my procrastination theory and help me realize that my family still have my best interests at heart. My life right now is just a constant blur, and if I don’t do anything about it or if I don’t stop and think about everything that’s been happening to me, then my world will be in more chaos than ever before.
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